Question: Two year back I had a very strong touch with Swami Vivekananda’s opinion. I studied few books of him and got inspire. At that time I was meditating daily. And all the time, I was trying to reborn my sleeping power .The question that is always hustling in my mind is: Who am I? From where I have come? Where I have to go? The most important question is what’s our aim? For which purpose I have got the life? At that time I was used to be in jolly mood, and study well. But after 3 months I was not able to study well and from that time my mind digressed.
After joining our college I was trying to meditate regularly. But I was not remaining much strong to fight the worldliness. But all the time I was thinking about GYAN. From last one month I am regularly meditating in the middle of eyebrow and in the middle of mind. I am always trying to forget myself and see the PARMATMA. But I do not know the proper way how I have to do DHYAN. So can I get SAMADHI? I want to know the truth of life and sacrifice all the life for helping others. Please help me to find the truth.
Answer: I find that instead of getting inspiration you are more confused. Now concentrate on your studies and complete the course successfully. This should be your first goal.
Continue to read Swami Vivekananda’s works and the Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. This will clear many of your doubts. The life and teachings of Holy Mother Sarada Devi will also help you. Therefore, please read that also.
Stop meditating in the middle of the eyebrow. You can meditate at the heart level. In this connection the book Meditation and Spiritual Life written by Swami Yatiswaranandaji Maharaj will guide you better.
From your mail we are not able to make out where you are? It is advisable to have a personal discussion. Try to meet the Swami-in-charge of our any centre which is nearest to you. Or you can come and meet us during your semester holidays. The addresses of our centers are available in our website.